My true feelings.


Hello everyone. How ya’ll doing? Well I am ok. I guess. Woke up today feeling so strange, have been like this all day long. I feel like something is wrong with me, that I look around and see nothing or no one to help me through this situation, no one I can trust. I look forward and I see nothing is going right. I don’t know why I feel this way, I don’t know if tomorrow when I wake up I will be all fine. Don’t really know what’s going on, what’s bothering me. I feel a kind of sadness mixed with pain and fear, feels like something is going to happen and I might not know how to react to that. I don’t really know. I don’t even know why I’m writing it here, maybe I just wanted to let these words and tears come out somehow. Anyways, what I ask is please, pray for me. For my health, my heart and that God gives me peace of mind. I need strength. This is my prayer tonight. 

I love you all. Thank you all so much for the support.


Words to live by #34


“Confidence is the only key. I know a lot of people who aren’t traditionally ‘beautiful’ – not symmetrical or perfect-bodied or perfect-skinned. But none of that matters because all that shines through is their confidence, humor and comfort with themselves. I can’t think of any better representation of beauty than someone who is unafraid to be herself.”

– Emma Stone

Words to live by #33


“I used to think I knew everything. I was a “smart person” who “got things done,” and because of that, the higher I climbed, the more I could look down and scoff at what seemed silly or simple, even religion. But I realized something as I drove home that night: that I am neither better nor smarter, only luckier. And I should be ashamed of thinking I knew everything, because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain-no matter how smart or accomplished-they cry, they yearn, they hurt. But instead of looking down on things, they look up, which is where I should have been looking, too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want the same things: comfort, love, and a peaceful heart.”

– Mitch Albom, Have a Little Faith: The Story of a Last Request