Hello everyone. How ya’ll doing? Well I am ok. I guess. Woke up today feeling so strange, have been like this all day long. I feel like something is wrong with me, that I look around and see nothing or no one to help me through this situation, no one I can trust. I look forward and I see nothing is going right. I don’t know why I feel this way, I don’t know if tomorrow when I wake up I will be all fine. Don’t really know what’s going on, what’s bothering me. I feel a kind of sadness mixed with pain and fear, feels like something is going to happen and I might not know how to react to that. I don’t really know. I don’t even know why I’m writing it here, maybe I just wanted to let these words and tears come out somehow. Anyways, what I ask is please, pray for me. For my health, my heart and that God gives me peace of mind. I need strength. This is my prayer tonight.
I love you all. Thank you all so much for the support.
“Confidence is the only key. I know a lot of people who aren’t traditionally ‘beautiful’ – not symmetrical or perfect-bodied or perfect-skinned. But none of that matters because all that shines through is their confidence, humor and comfort with themselves. I can’t think of any better representation of beauty than someone who is unafraid to be herself.”
- Emma Stone
“I used to think I knew everything. I was a “smart person” who “got things done,” and because of that, the higher I climbed, the more I could look down and scoff at what seemed silly or simple, even religion. But I realized something as I drove home that night: that I am neither better nor smarter, only luckier. And I should be ashamed of thinking I knew everything, because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain-no matter how smart or accomplished-they cry, they yearn, they hurt. But instead of looking down on things, they look up, which is where I should have been looking, too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want the same things: comfort, love, and a peaceful heart.”
- Mitch Albom, Have a Little Faith: The Story of a Last Request
“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends – they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”
- Marilyn Monroe